Insanity grips me
as I try to wrest control
stupidity, you are sheep
and I go against the flow

Death is better than this!
Boredom grips my mind
I scream inside, hear me
but no words come out

Leave me, dying, bleeding
I am becoming you

I question myself

Why?

Why should I go on?

Push.
Push you away
Pull me to you.


I found the above at the back of one of my notebooks. Must have scribbled it in a fit of boredom during class. Anyway...

Watched "A Walk To Remember" earlier on HBO, just because it was on. I can't say I wasn't touched, but I guess I'm too cynical to view it as more than just a sad cliched sap story. Eh. *shrug*.