Drained

I feel completely and utterly drained.

I feel like I don’t belong here. I am not a programmer. I want to stop coding. I don’t want to do anything at all. I’ve lost my drive and my passion, and it sucks. I don’t want to be a techie anymore. I don’t want to live and breathe code.

I don’t know what to do.

This isn’t me, I tell myself.

And yet, I am defined by what I can do. My skills define who I am, and I am a programmer.

Or am I?

Previously: Handwriting analysis